Jennifer Lopez Expresses Worries Over May- December Relationship

Jennifer Lopez Expresses
Worries Over May-
December Relationship-Jennifer Lopez is not oblivious about what her
18- year age difference with boyfriend Casper Smart could mean for
their future together. J.Lo tells People for their cover story this
week how Casper, 25, "helped [her] heal" after her divorce from Marc
Anthony . However, for the first time the "Dance Again" singer
acknowledges she has doubts at times about their relationship. "I ask
him, 'Why don't you go find a young girlfriend and get out of here?
What do you want with me?' And you think, 'How long is this gone be?'
You think, 'Okay, in 10 years I'm going to be like this and you're
going to be like that' and … men at that age are … I think all
different things," Lopez, 43, tells the mag. "The truth is we don't
know what's going to happen. We're loving this moment right now. We
make each other happy." Lopez's relationship with Casper certainly
isn't her first romance to make headlines. The "Parker" actress was of
course once engaged to Ben Affleck and infamously dated Diddy."I don't
regret those things – that's who I am," Jennifer says about her
high-profile relationships. "But at least now I'm at a point where I
have to recognize that these choices and things that happen are partly
because of me and my decisions and I have to be more careful. So I am
being more careful." The Golden Globe Awards could have posed a
potentially awkward situation for Lopez, with three exes — Affleck,
Diddy, and Bradley Cooper — all in attendance. But the singer says on
" The Ellen DeGeneres Show " in an interview set to air Wednesday that
she was unfazed by it all. "I see them a lot," J.Lo responds when
asked whether it was awkward to all be in the same room. "We're in the
same business. We run in the same circles." Lopez even gave Affleck a
standing ovation when he took home the prize for Best Director for
"Argo." "It was a great movie. And, we got you know, a lot of like…
they were really hard on us in the press when we dated back in the
day. On movies and things like that," Lopez continued. "So it was a
nice moment. It was a nice to see him have that moment. I was really
happy for him."With Smart on her arm Sunday night omg! saw first hand
how Lopez was able to handle her exes with ease. Lopez, Smart, and
Diddy were all spotted together at the Weinstein bash and even kept
the pleasantries going late into the night at CAA's super private
after-party at the Sunset Tower Hotel. Lopez has certainly has a lot
of topics on her mind leading up to the release of her new film,
"Parker," co-starring Jason Statham, out January 25. With the new
season of "American Idol" beginning tonight, she admits to a bit of
nostalgia about her former judge's chair. "I am going to miss it," she
tells DeGeneres. "I love what I am doing but I am going to miss it. I
just had a good time. I love the people there, Randy, Ryan, Steven,
Nigel everybody behind the scenes …everybody. It was a nice little
family." Speaking of family, Jennifer also expressed that she'd indeed
like to have more kids one day soon. "I would love to have more," J.Lo
exclusively told E!'s Marc Malkin. "I don't know if it's in the cards
for me, but I would love it." Whether or not those plans could involve
Smart, we'll have to wait and see!